If I'm an idiot for still supporting Chris Brown's music, Rihanna must be the biggest moron of all.

I'm going to make this simple. IF YOU HATE CHRIS BROWN I WOULD STOP READING NOW. I have read countless posts about how the women who still support Chris Brown's music are idiots, or stupid. Thank you so much, because I happen to be included in that bunch of idiots. It doesn't bother me though because I know that I am not supporting what he did, just his talents. To me, in my opinion, what he does in his personal life has no effect on his talents. Now, if you're someone who doesn't think he's talented...again...stop reading. I'm not here to persuade anyone that he is talented, everyone has their own opinions on musicians. However, to assume that every girl who still loves his music is an idiot? No. I'm certainly not supporting what he did. It wasn't and isn't ok. But just like every other story in the media..we do not know all the facts. Regardless. I'm still not supporting what he did.

If you've ever taken notice to award shows you'd see that when Chris Brown was present, Rihanna was not. And vice versa. This is obviously because of the restraining order she had on him. However this year at the Grammy's they both performed. This struck me as odd but, oh well. And then! Last night Chris Brown tweets a link to the remix of his new song "Turn Up The Music". Shit yes i'm going to listen to it, it's a great song already. Oh my god...what is this? RIHANNA is on the track?! Jesus people, it couldn't have been that bad if she's making music with him again. So i'd greatly appreciate not being called an idiot anymore...because if anyone is an idiot..Rihanna is for going near the man who "beat the shit out of her".

Anddd queue the pissed off people!

Yup. I'm a Gleek.

You know, i've never spoken in depth about the way I feel towards music to anyone. Probably because I'm not sure if anyone feels as passionate as i do about it. Just for one minute picture the world without music. It would be a terrifying place, in my opinion. I honestly don't know how i'm going to get through this blog, and make my point, because putting what I feel into words seems pretty impossible. When i started singing i never imagined i would need music to get me through each day. Seriously..I need it. I feel lost without music. I'm pretty open to all genres, because I believe that each one requires a different sort of talent to excel in. People who look down on genres that they don't like don't truly appreciate music as a whole. I do. And today i'm going to address the tv show Glee. I'm well aware many people don't enjoy the show, or what it's about. They think it's stupid, or don't like the music they perform. But let me tell you something...EVERY. SINGLE. ONE of those kids are talented as hell. It is unbelievable sometimes what they are capable of. My heart is filled with absolute joy when I get to watch it. I guess i'm sort of obsessed with performing. But when you find something you're good at and that you love...it's hard to not obsess. I truly hope people can relate to the way I feel, because if not I just look like a total fool right now. But if you can't relate...just take the one thing that YOU are passionate about...and that's my love for music. I always hoped one day I would be famous. Even if my voice wasn't perfect, i felt like I loved doing it enough to make it. When I hear a good song (which...good obviously means different things to everyone) what I feel inside is unreal. I feel like everything is ok. And for those few minutes...i can escape. Man, i sure hope this doesnt make me look like a freak. But if it does...oh well. I'll stand by my obsessive love for music. If you can't take this and apply it to something in your life...i urge you to find SOMETHING that you can apply it to. Because until you are passionate about anything at all...you have no idea what life feels like..

Walmart. ...i think that title covers it

Just as a general rule, i try to avoid ANY walmart in ANY area at all costs. Not only for the absolute morons that occupy the building at all times...but also because i'm not always impressed with the quality of their products. But of course, i'm not here to talk about the quality of anything...who gives a shit about that? I'm here to talk about the people of walmart. Sometimes it's quite entertaining to watch these people. Other times (such as today) it makes you want to rip your hair out. I unfortunately had to make a trip there today to see if my daughters prescription was ready. Before i got in line i needed a few other items so went on a hunt for those first. I'm in the aisle, picking up my items and BAM! I hear it. A child crying and the adult responding with "Oh, SHUT UP". I'm sorry, what? So..i turned around to see what type of person would be so awful to a CHILD. My reaction was met with a look of death from this woman. As she's walking towards me my daughter starts to cry. THIS is how i handled that situation. I rubbed her back, told her she was ok, and kissed her forehead. As i always do. And as this woman was watching me you better believe i returned that evil look right back. LEARN TO SPEAK TO YOUR KIDS. Oh but of course that's not the end of it. As i'm walkin my way to the back of the store for the milk, i hear little girls laughing and playing floating around in the air. Apparently those kids aren't allowed to have fun because their laughing was quickly muted with a loud "IF YOU DON'T KNOCK IT OFF I KNOW TWO LITTLE GIRLS WHO ARE GETTING THEIR ASSES BUSTED!" yeah...that's totally the way to handle that. God forbid if children LAUGH...because that's just uncalled for. I seriously have no idea what is wrong with people these days, but they need to appreciate they were able to carry and give birth to their children because not everyone is blessed with that ability. Seeing instances like that pisses me off so much because i know of, and hear stories everyday of women who want children so bad but can't have them. But here are these trashy assholes with 4 and 5 kids. Blows my mind. I don't think anything will EVER beat the racist woman who leaned over to me in a busy walmart aisle and told me that if the mexican woman in front of me "couldn't speak English she needed to get the f*** out of walmart." But that is a whole other story for a whole new blog. Welcome to Goldsboro. Population: mostly assholes.

Seriously who does this?

Once you become a parent you start to notice other individuals ways of parenting. Most of the time you can learn some pretty useful things. Other times you want to punch the parents in the face and ask them why they even have children. We're going to focus on the latter of the two for now. Oh, and as a fair forewarning..if you get offended easily i would probably just stop reading now..because i feel pretty strongly about this. Ok? Great! **incoming curse words** FIRST of all, who in the fuck throws a lets get wasted drinking party in their home with their children in the house? WHO DOES THAT?! And then...if that's not idiotic enough. Who posts pictures of it on Facebook?! "Let's show EVERYONE how (not) awesome we are at parenting!!". -_- When your child is standing there watching you play beer pong, you have some serious issues if you think that's ok. The things i see in this town already blow my mind..but man..the parents..those are the ones i can't wrap my head around. What makes this absolutely fantastic is that almost all of the individuals that (i have seen) do this are older than me. OLDER. Seriously? Aren't you done with wanting to party and get wasted? It's not cute. Grow the fuck up. There should be some kind of test you have to take before you are allowed to become a parent. Honestly. More than half of America would fail that shit because they are STUPID. I try not to be too quick to judge...but shit...when you post pictures all up on a social network of how irresponsible you are..it's sort of an open invitation. To sum it all up. Stop trying to be 21 years old again when you have children, morons. However if you decide to continue on this (absolutely idiotic) path, don't be surprised when your kids are 14 and getting shwasted because of your fantastic parenting choices.